The days, months, and years continue to move faster than we want them to. But no matter how much time passes by, I will never forget the joy and friendships I have made from the Couples for Christ organization I was heavily active in for years. What has compelled me to decide to publish this WordPress a year later is knowing that even in the most challenging and painful times, this love and this community will forever be my crutch to lean on, and for that I am incredibly grateful.
Whether we pulled all nighters together, said hi passing by, screened one another for talks, ate a meal together, left an air mattress on top of the car, shared my water jug, or whatever crazy but fun thing we did together — If you’re reading this today, know of my prayers and that I have never forgotten the wonderful times and impact you had on my life.
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September 19, 2021
Lately I’ve just been reminiscing on my days as CFC-Y area head. The three years of service, friendship, prayer, challenges, and joy will always hold near and dear to me. So much has happened since I stepped down on the role along with Cris Buenvenida, and in the littlest ways, I’m reminded of the gratitude I will always hold for the ministry. From brief or long encounters with friends and families I’ve met through Couples for Christ, heart to hearts with other people, seeing my mission trip friends, I am constantly reminded of the joy from above that truly makes my heart whole. As I miss the days of “normal” meet ups, retreats, conferences, and meetings, I write this to express what my heart has been feeling for some time now.
P.S. – Father Alex Carandang, Alliana Necio, The Merino Family, my 1 Flo Core boomer chat, and to all the families and friends I’ve made and met throughout the years that shined light into my life, this was inspired by you.
I wish I could go back
To the days we planned and prepped
For the events we had and the traveling we did
The memories are in my heart where they are kept
I wish I could go back
To give those hugs, laughs, high fives
Living far from friends always stung my heart
The community is great, and changed many lives
I wish I could go back
And re-watch all talks and worships
The time we had for Sisterhood and Brotherhood
No doubt it’s why I would always make the trips
And be reminded that as God loves, we also should
I wish I could back
To that Discovery Camp in 2019
Where the hurricane almost stopped us
The storms are always a Florida routine
But nothing could stop us to prep
We prayed and persevered in between
The times we met and screened
The outcome of the event was a beautiful scene
I remember Yna’s stolen bed and my room being a public bathroom
Awake for 24/7 planning and meetings on Zoom
Leg Wrestling, Windex, and Boodle flights
Here we go with workshops and talks for our life to have light
I wish I could go back
To that one summer in Cali
3 months flew by since I last saw OneFlo
My heart burst as I jumped into arms
True love and friendship wrung in me like an alarm
It felt like home to be back with the crew
I was so excited and I think they all knew
I wish I could go back
And pull that all nighter for Surrender
Prepping my talk and asking for the right words
That when I go up it is only God I remember
I hope we learned Into-me-you-see
Look at those hearts on fire they’re free
And flying high to worship and give praise
To the Lord who never fails us and in our heart He stays
I wish I could go back
And laugh, cry, and pray
With the community who teaches me
How to love in so many ways
Writing letters, quiet time, and pineapple shorts
Conference season, Camps, RYC comps and sports
I wish I could go back
And see the silly but joyful times
Yacht club, Croc Gang, Miggy doing splits
Twin peaks, SoFlo, Central with romper fits
I wish I could go back
And say one last thing
Thank you to all the parents who loved me like their own
I experienced another love so unknown
Thank you to all the leaders who held me accountable
Who made me better and taught me area head wasn’t just a label
Thank you to the youth who carried me and kept me going
Everyday I pray for all of you and pray we remember some things
Remember that Behold He makes all things new, just looking at you
To let our hearts rest and only with the Lord
Heaven is our goal and we gotta keep marching forward
That we are loved beyond measures and have purpose
To show His light and forever be apart of mission service
Jamie Vergara 